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Monday, September 13th, 2004
10:08 pm - im not really like stewie i just think hes SEXY MOTHER fucker

Which Family Guy character are you?

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Sunday, September 12th, 2004
5:01 pm - work sucks... i know
*Yeaa just got back from work. I feel like i just got ran over by a truck.. I'm still kinda sick.. it was worse last week.. I think I just gave it to everyone else because everyone seems to be sick.

*Friday night I slept at Devin's house. He had soccer the next morning so I slept until he came back. We just stayed in all day.. his parents are always yelling at us for staying in. They say go outside and do somethinggg.. go to the parkkk or someething haha.. the park. We watched some Dave Chapelle skits.. he's the effin man. Way too cool for school.

*Last night we went to Thomas's blockparty. Well Dev and I split up and I met up with Kay, Michelle and Ashley Autz at Wendys where a few people were and Devin went to Stallone's brother in laws house. Stevie was skateboarding in the Wendy's parking lot.. i miss him. We walked down to the blockparty and as soon as we got there this fight took place. I was so scared and I actually got the chills. They were beating this kid to a pulp. The kid was laying on the floor unconcious and they started kicking him in the face and shit.. he was bleeding everywhere. The cops came and a lot of people left. Kay and I were just like..okay lets just take out beers and go somewhere. She didn't feel good so we just went back to her house. I called Devin on the way there and we had a little dispute and then Stallone got on the phone like an asshole and started yelling into the phone YOU AND KAY CANNOT COME HERE and i was trying to fucking tell him we werent going there and that we were going to Kays house but he hung up. No one called me back so I was pretty pissed about that. So Kay and I went back to her house and I fell asleep watching the family guy. There was this one part of the episode where the baby started sucking on the guys nipple and then stopped and pulled a piece of hair out of his mouth. It was hilarious we were still cracking up about it like 10 minutes after it happened. Then at around 1 natoli and dev went to her house and they were both wasted. Then I went home. I have a massive amount of homework to do tonight.. and Dev and I are making it a classic blockbuster night.


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Friday, September 10th, 2004
8:00 pm

Are You a Ho? Find out @ She's Crafty

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5:35 pm - i hate school
school is so boring. blaaaaaaaah. what a boring daaaaaaaaaaaay. Dev came over last night.. we did homework and stuff.. we're kinda back together. It's better, I'm less stressed. When we were all blah I was freaking out about everything and I couldn't even go through the day without thinking about him every second. Yeaaa so thats that. I'm done bye <3

current mood: anxious

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Wednesday, September 8th, 2004
9:07 am - Stay in school kids.....
*Hmm lets see... Monday I was at Kay's house and Agnes came over. It was a "guys night only" at the Shill. We weren't invited... so instead we met up with Michelle, Gina and Sarah and we all went to the Spanish deli to get the vodka sky shit. I wasn't feeling that well, I think I'm sick so i only had two. I just walked into the deli and said to the guy Hola! Como esta? Blahhh shit like that.. spanish class really payed off. The guy was like.. You have ID? And I just looked at him and said "You love me..." and then he just let me buy it. Then we all went back to Kays and watched The Girl Next Door and drank. It was fun. They had their guys night.. and we had our girls night. We wanted to take a walk afterwards though so we all walked up the block and there were three guys that started talking to us. I was bored and just sat there while Agnes talked to these guys about like politics, Sarah and Kay were in their own little world talking about Kevin and Matt, and Michelle and Gina were just chillin... Then I met up with Devin at 711 to "talk"... seeing him just got me so upset and it made me cry again cause I do care about him sooo much and talking to him like that makes me want to just kiss him and hug him and tell him I'm sorry for everything. But I can't.. and I want to see how this whole friends thing is gonna work out. Afterwards I just sat on a curb on the side of 711 with Kay until we felt like walking to her house.
*Tuesdayy.. Kay wakes me up and tells me to get ready to go to the beach!! We both got ready quick and Agnes and Sarah picked us up. I laid out of one of Agnes' pull out chair things. I felt like I was at a beach resort. It was niceeyy.. then Spin, Jake and Jake's brother met up with us. I got so burnt.. but Sarah is soo red hah. After the beach I got my nails did with Kay and then went homeee.. that night I went school shopping with Devin. I picked out some really nice outfits for him. He wore my favorite today which I'm soo very proud of. BuffaLo jeans and this cool ralph lauren surfboard shirt. He looked soo cute. I thought going with him was gonna feel weird. And I also wasn't aware that his parents were going too. I feel bad because they think (or so I think that they think) we're still going out. But then there were other times where I was like hmm.. or do they know? We were walking and Marie (Devs mom) says something like "..cause I don't want to give up my child yet" and I thought she was talking about me?? I asked Devin about it and he thought she was too. I don't know it was weird. That's another reason the whole Devin sitation is weird right now. I love his family, they've really grown on me. I mean, Mazz gets pissed off that I'm at their house a lot cause her boyfriends were never allowed at the house like I am.. which I could understand. I would be pissed if that happened to me too. But his mom especially. She's just so sweet and she's always been so laidback.. I'm just so used to his family. Sometimes I'd rather be over there than at my house with my own family.
*Today was the first day of school!! Agnes picked me up this morning.. then we went to get Kay. This is a verrrryyy funny story let me tell you. So we all go to 711 to get coffee and slurpees.. and Agnes was driving along and she fucking rear ended someone on Oak Street.. it was the funniest thing ever. I thought I was gonna die. The car just drove off too, and so did Agnes. Like nothing happened. I couldn't believe it.. after that we picked up Stallone and went to school. I hate my classes so much. I want to just re-do my entire schedule. 5th period Agnes and I went to McDonalds. Then we got back to the school and she splashed these three black people who were walking and we burst out laughing. I thought they were gonna run after the car and kill Agnes. When we got into the school, I'm trying to be all slick and go past the security guards and I FELL cause the floors were so slippery. I'm such an idiotttt. Then Mr. Hodgekiss was like are you okay Nikki?? and I was like ahhhh yeahh... and of course Mr. Muro had to see me with a McDonalds bag in my hand. He looked at Agnes and said "your a senior" then he looked at me and he said "your a junior, if I see you out there one more time your getting suspended Nicole". He's such an asssshole sometimes. After school, Agnes dropped Kay and I off at Kay's house. I left my key at home and I wasn't about to climb through anything or wait outside in the rain for my mom to come home. We went to Office Max today and there was a line that was soooooo long that we would of had to wait on if I didn't persuade the guy behind the copying machine register to ring us up. At first, he wass like "I can't.. if I ring you up here, I'd have to ring up everyone here." But he gave in. I feel tired and I'm all stuffed up. I'm gonnnna go Devin just called me.


current mood: sickkkkkk

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Monday, September 6th, 2004
11:36 am - bllaaaaahh
* I feel like shit. Why do I get so shit faced to the point where I can't move? I guess I'll never learn either because I've done it so many times and yet I haven't learned my lesson. I never learn my lessons. If I do something wrong, I'll keep on doing it. Last night I went to Norman's with everyone. I don't even remember how many shots I had.. I know my first shot was grey goose with Devin and then I had another shot of grey goose with Sarah, and then a shot of Parrots Bay with Kay... and so on and so forth. I played beer pong.. Stallone was my partner and we were playing against Bill and Fravola.. we lost. I'm usually good..Kay and I beat Stubbman and Rich before.. but I was so drunk already that i had no aim. I mean... I hit the cups but I got it in like.. twice. Then after that I played again with Kay and.. I just couldnt get myself together. I don't remember what happened after that.. but Devin and I broke up.. again. This time I think its for real though. He was saying some things to me last night that were just so mean. But he was honest.. I was actually crying. I hate when you try to hold it all back.. cause I hate when people see me cry. Then he went inside and slammed the door and I just sat there for a half hour crying. Alone. I couldn't even fight back.. I didn't even know what to say to defend myself. We're not right for each other and everyone knows that. They all say it but never to us. I'm not the kind of girl that has a boyfriend for a long time. I'm definately not trustworthy and I'm aware that I might party too much and I'm addicted to smoking cigarettes, I do bad in school.. Devin doesn't need a girl like me to ruin his life. I know I've fucked him up already in some ways. And he might be right, I may fuck up any guy who ever tries to have a relationship with me. But that's just me. Until I find someone whose right for me then thats how my lifes gonna be. However, I don't want it to end like how it did last night. I don't want to be his enemy. He is one of my best friends and I still want him in my life. I know I just have to give him time.
* When I finally went back inside, I was already seeing two of everything but I decided hey lets take some more shots by myself since Kays off with Kevin somewhere and everyone else was somewhere else I don't even know. So after that I'm thinking I have alcohol poisoning. I smoke a joint with Boogie and some other people I don't rememeber. Then I jumped on the trampoline ughhh stupid stupid idea. Then Bill and I started beating each other up and Zanussi kept tripping me. When I went back inside I passed out on the couch for a little while and I felt Kay or someone trying to slap me to wake me up. And then... I was so lost and sick I called my dad. He came and picked me up somewhere. I didn't even say bye to anyone I just needed to get out of there. So I drunkily walked and walked and walked until my dad found me and I got in the car and went home with him. He was just like... you drank too much? He didn't even care. I looked like I got run over by a truck. When I got home I went to go cuddle with my mom on the couch.. cause I needed to cuddle. But then I got up and went over to the sink and puked my brains out.. right in front of my mom. I felt like I was gonna die. I couldnt even breathe. I was really thinking about killing myself. I'm not kidding either.

I'm just gonna rest up today and think about stuff.

current mood: hung over

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Saturday, September 4th, 2004
4:58 pm - BEST friends with benefits
* Last night I went to the driving range with Devin, Kay, Kevin, Nick, and Hunt. We played mini golf.. I came in last =\ Then Kay and I went to the car to get my shit while all of the guys went up to the top level to hit balls off the thing. Then they decided it would be funny to hit the baskets and soda bottles off it too. Later on me and kay sat downstairs and ate ice cream and pizza stuffed pretzels while we almost threw up looking at these three girls in white skirts riding up their asses with the ugliest faces and a driving range. Who does that?? I was contemplating taking Devin's car for a spin while we were down there but Kay reminded me that he would definately kill me... definately. But he let me drive home anyway =) After golf we all went to the Starbucks drive thru where I got my usual Michael Jackson (black and white mocha), Kay got a vanilla latte and idiot Natoli gets coffee with 4 shots of expresso in it. Afterrrwards we got stuck in a sobreiety check and the cop asked Devin if he's been smoking pot because his eyes looked red. I thought Kevin was gonna punch him in the face. Then we went home end of story.

* Today I went to la playa de gilgo. Boogie woke me up at 7 in the morning and told me to be ready in 2 minutes. I never rushed so much in my life.. only for the beach though. (And to chill with Boogie of course cause hes my brooo!!) Then when we got there we saw Agata and John. John and Boogie went surfing and Agata and I stayed on the beach to take pictures. I'm so burnt..

You loook wonderrrrfullll tooooniggghht lalalalala
lleeets pull John's armpit hairrrsss lalalalalala!

shower time.

current mood: shot

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Friday, September 3rd, 2004
7:45 pm - shopping, shopping and more shopping
*Yesterday I went to Kay's house and chilled with her and Kevin. He almost killed me.. well at first I kept grabbing Kays nipple ring.. and I kept saying niiippplleee niiipppleee then Kev helped out until we got Kay going insane crawled in her corner having a seizure hahah. Then Kay, Kay's Grandma, Aunt, and I went shopppping oooo boy. We went to the Walt Whitman mall. I got some stuff from Abercrombie and some girl that worked there asked us if we wanted a job ahh i wish. That's the second time Abercrombie asked me to work for them but they always think im 18 (which is how old you must be to work there). Maybe I'll work at Kid's Abercrombie.. I don't know. Nothing can beat my job at the nursery.. I get paid ridiculously for doing absolutely nothing. But I'd rather work somewhere like Abercrombie because I love clothes and I think I'd have a good time working for once. Plus, it's cool to say you work there. While we were in there I saw this girl Priscilla... who went out with this kid Eric I used to be obsessed with and Ashley and I always made fun of her. We called her "Rainbow Girl" because she wore this ugly rainbow dress at the Crazy Donkey one night. Now I kinda feel bad because she kept smiling at me and she must be really sweet to smile at someone like me after I called her something gay like rainbow girl. Anyyyways after Abercrombie I split up with Kay and headed to Bebe where I got a tank top and Kay spent all of her poor nannys money in Express. Theeen we all went to Ruby Tuesdays where we got this creepy waiter who kept hitting on us. He actually sat down at our table for 10 minutes and talked to us. He kept asking us where do u live where do u work.. I was about to say "hey you want my address so you can STALK ME?" Then her aunt dripped us off at Kays. We tryed on all our new clothes then got ready for bed and smoked our last joint! And I came to the conclusion that I always sleep on my back when I'm stoned... don't ask. OMG but Kay is the bessst back cracker she cracks my back sooo good. But I can crack hers better she just won't let me. Last time I almost killed her....

*Today I had workkk blahh then Johnny let me drive his Lincoln Navigator back to my house yeeeasss.. i love that truck.. now I'm figuring out what to do. I'm soo bored. Today Kay and I realized we don't have any girl friends besides each other. So many girls are so fake and annoyinggg. It's okay though.. I wouldn't care if my whole life was just Kay and Devin. That's all that matters.

Auto response from RiSk iT aLL xOx:
RiSk iT aLL xOx: i mite as well just die now ...it would give me something to do
iwaNtcoTtoncaNdi: yea
iwaNtcoTtoncaNdi: ill make ur funeral look really cool
iwaNtcoTtoncaNdi: like a gucci coffin
iwaNtcoTtoncaNdi: so it will give me something to do at least
RiSk iT aLL xOx: sounds good so thats the plans for tonite
iwaNtcoTtoncaNdi: yeah
RiSk iT aLL xOx: alrite well im gonna go get to that ill see u in about 80 years and have fun with the decorations ...no florals please
iwaNtcoTtoncaNdi: kk

<3<3 always...

current mood: weird

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Tuesday, August 31st, 2004
11:03 pm - I felt as if I were a little person again...

      *Kay and I went to Adventure Land today! That's right.. and it was fun for the first hour or so. We went off and found this little hut in the parking lot of a factory and it had a bunch of empty beer bottles in it.  We smoked in there, got retarted then went on the rollercoaster weeee!!  We got hit on by the guys who worked there.  These guys actually had their friend come up to us and say "My two friends want to go out with you."  Hahaha yes we had a laugh.  Then the psycho guy that worked at the lady catipillar ride yelling "heyy!! come on myyy ride!! pleasseee!" ohh goodness.  Then after going on all the rides we realized... we are too old for this.. and went home.
*The night before we smoked then went to Stallones to be ignored while all the guys played poker.  No one even knew we were outside talking.. we went there with Devin Kevin and Stallone and then they went downstairs.. got involved with poker and left us there to keep ourselves amused.  After an hour Bird, Stubbman, and Mondelli came outside and they were like whaat the  fucckk?  See yes no one knew we were thereee!its ok though.. That day was Jamie's Sweet 16.. delicious foood mmmm.. then the after party! I got tipsy it was nice.  I had a few glasses of wine then I saw Jamie drinking some coconut shit out of the bottle and i was likeee waaat gimmi that lol.  Then Joanne and I ( i <3 her!) smoked with her little cousin.  Joanne is the best.. so many girls are scared of her which i love hah shes gotten pulled into so many of my fights but she always ends up havin the girl apoligize to me.. after they piss their pants that is.  Thennn everyone got kicked out because Paul was getting "violent".
*I feel so bad.. Ashley is stranded at the mall because stupid Dave is stuck at some girls house.  He was suposed to take her out to dinner for their 10 month anniversary and he fucked up.  As much as I love Dave, and I honestly do think Dave is a great, funny person, I have to admit he can do some stupid things.
*Tomorrow I have to get up early to change my fucked up schedule.. then im either going to the beach with Boogie orrrr going to the DMV to (finally) get my permit that I could of had for the past 7 months.  Yeaa I'm lazyy..  but right now Im being entertained by Stallones interesting dreams that he's telling me about.. then its bed time..

Night <3<3 xoxo

current mood: exhausted

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Saturday, August 28th, 2004
4:44 pm - Lake George... not fun unless 21
*Yeah so the day after Christine's sweet 16 (Blackout 2004) I went to Lake George.. all by my lonesome.. and the fam. What fun. Being in the back of a car with my little brother for 5 hours didn't exactly excite me either. Once we got there, my parents met up with their italian mafia friends and then I chilled with their sons/daughters. I met two girls there, they were really cool actually. I ususally don't like girls unless I've known them for a while.. but one was 21 and her name was Eva, and Toni Ann was 20. Eva looked like this innocent little girl like me? no i never drink alcohol but it turns out she was cool and we tried to get into some bars together with her brother Michael, Frankie(parents friends son), Brian and Mike. Unfortunetly they all had 21 ID except me.. but Mike had fake 21 id and it got taken away which was shitty but I mean.. it said "authentic" on it lol. So we bar hopped then kept getting kicked out but it was still fun and I still got drunk. When we were at this one bar/club called Neptunes Eva kept handing me shots of Soco under the table so it was nicey either way. Then we just went back to the hotel and smoked and talked for a while outside by the pool. Then the next day my parents and all the other adults went to Saratoga and Eva, Toni Ann and I stayed at the hotel.. smoked on the balcony and then went into town to buy bowls, flavord rolling paper, belly button rings and chocolate covered bananas.. I wish they lived closer cause theyre awesome and I def want those Dior sunglasses Toni Ann has. But Eva is gonna give me her ID and shes ordering another online! yayy.

*So now Im backk.. last night Devin came over.... and today Kay and I took the jetski to Gilgo and I actually got some color. Then we saw someone that we didn't want to see and we did some 007 undercover shit. hah i looove kay!

*I'm waiting for Erin to get here now and thenn i don't know.. I'm just sitting here eating spare ribs and beer by myself..


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Saturday, August 21st, 2004
2:06 am

Would you survive a horror movie? Find out @ She's Crafty

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Friday, August 20th, 2004
7:31 pm - beach
*So today Kay and I took my jetski to the gilgo. It was rough and we were soaked by the time we got there but its all good. No one from Copiague was there.. usually when we go its a huge group of us but we just laid there and relaxed by ourselves.. I'm kinda burnt but its better than being white. Last year I was so dark and this year its like my nationality changed or something its so hard to keep my tan. Jesse called me and when I was at the beach Devin went to my house and he couldnt find his wallet which I put in my drawer and then he took my cell phone cause he jumped in my pool last night with his phone in his pocket, (haha). Kay and I went back to my house around 4 and jumped in the pool. Then fucking Jesse jumps in the pool and his head hits mine and so i have a huge bump on my head and my lip was bleeding and of course I cried to my mom and she does nothing about it. Ash came over before to pick up some dresses. Now I'm just sitting here watching this Madonna movie.

*Last night I had Devin, Kay, Kevin, Boogie, Norman, Stallone and Spinelli over. It was fun.. we just drank smoked and went swimming. My mom was home, and she didn't even care. She was just like.. "Did anyone drive here?" and I told her Boogie did and she was like "Well everyone can drink except for Boogie" and that was it lol. Too cool.. she just totally took my dads place for that night. Usually he's the cool one. Okay well I'm gonna continue watching my Madonna movie.. and find out what I'm gonna do tonight..


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Wednesday, August 18th, 2004
2:29 pm

What's Your Style? Find out @ She's Crafty

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2:16 pm
You know you're a 90's kid if you....
1. You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCH!"
2. You watched the Rug Rats.
3. You can sing the rap to the "Fresh Prince of Bel Air."
4. You wore biker shorts under your skirts and felt stylish.
5.You yearned to be a member of the Baby-Sitters Club and tried to start a club of your own.
6. You owned those little Strawberry Shortcake pals scented dolls
7. You know that "WOAH" comes from Joey on Blossom.
8. Two words: M.C. Hammer
9. If you ever watched "The Wonder Years"
10. You had plastic streamers on your handle bars.
11. You can sing the entire theme song to "Duck Tales."
12. You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons.
13. You wore a ponytail on the side of your head.
14. You saw the original "Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles" on the big screen.
15. You got super-excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school. YESSSSSSSSSS
16. You played the game "MASH"
17. You wore a Jordache Jean jacket and you were proud of it
18. L.A. Gear light up shoes..
19. You wanted to change your name to "Crystal" in Kindergarten
20. You remember reading "Tales of a fourth grade nothing" and all the Ramona books.
21. You know the profound meaning of "WAX ON, WAX OFF."
22. You wanted to be a Goonie.
23. You ever wore flourescent clothing.
24. you can remember what Michael Jackson looked like before his nose fell off.
25. You have pondered why Smurfette was the only female smurf.
26. You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to school
28. You still get the urge to say "NOT" after every sentence.
29. You remember Hypercolor T-shirts.
30. Barbie and the Rockers was your favorite band.
31. You thought She-Ra and He-Man should hook up.
32. You thought your childhood friends would never leave because you exchanged friendship bracelets.
33. You owned a pair of jelly sandals. (!!!!)
34. After you saw Pee-Wee's Big Adventure you kept saying "I know you are, but what am I?"
35. You remember "I've fallen and I can't get up!"
36. You remember going to the skating rink before there were inline skates.
37. You ever got seriously injured on a Slip 'n' Slide.
38. You have ever played with a Skip-It.
39. You had or attended a birthday party at McDonald's.
41. You remember Popples.
42."Don't worry, be happy."
43. You wore like, EIGHT pairs of socks over tights.
44. You wore socks scrunched down.
45. "Miss MARY MACK MACK MACK, all dressed in BLACK BLACK BLACK" with silver buttons buttons buttons all down her back back back..
46. You remember boom boxes vs. CD players.
47. You remember watching both "Gremlins" movies then jumping onto your bed from 5 feet away so your feet weren't near where the Boogie-Man could grab you.
48. You knew what it meant to say "Care Bear Stare!"
49. You remember watching Rainbow Brite and My Little Ponies.
50. You thought Doogie Howser was hot.
51. Full House.
52. You remember New Kids on the Block when they were cool.
53. You knew all the characters names and their life stories on "Saved By the Bell," the ORIGINAL class.
54. You know all the words to Bon Jovi - "YOU GIVE LOVE A BAD NAME"
55. You played and or collected "Pogs". YESSS
56. You used to pretend that you could transform into a Power Ranger. (i was the pink one 3 yrs in a row)
57. You remember your first Tamagatchi. (yeah)
58: You collected BEANIE BABIES!!
59: You had contests with your friends on who could eat the black cherry warhead and keep a straight face

current mood: creative

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2:07 pm

     *I'm not even completely up yet.  blahhhh.  Okay well last night was just like any other night when nothing was going on.  I went to Devin's house and we ate subway, listened to his sister complain about how she wasn't even allowed to have a boy in her room when she was 17, played videogames, fought over the computer chair, *cuddled*, and ummm yeah.  I was there until around 2.. I was gonna sleep over, but whatevverrr..


     *On Monday I go to Lake George.  Kay WAS going with me, but now she can't because of a family party or some shit and now I'm gonna be so bored.  That shit always happens.  Ashley was gonna come snowboarding with me to Vermont last winter, then last minute she couldn't go because of work or just the fact that her mom hates me so she probably didn't want her going with me.  It sucks because from what I've heard theres bars and clubs & whatnot there and it was gonna be a lot of fun if Kay went.  I would have Devin come with me, but I'm not sure if my dad would allow that since its almost a week. Well, if anyone wants to come with my to Lake George tell me.



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Tuesday, August 17th, 2004
8:56 pm

Which O.C. Character Are You? Find out @ She's Crafty

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3:32 pm

Im not a slut I just have a body. Im not stupid I just lack common sense. Im not a jock. I just like alot of sports. Im not a poser. I just like punk rock. Im not fat. I just have alot of curves. Im not miss popularity. I just have alot of friends. I don't like my boyfriend. I love him. I don't ignore you. I just don't give a shit. Im not a bitch. Im just honest. I don't flirt alot. Im just overly friendly. Im not mean. I just have jokes. Im not insecure. I just don't trust people.

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3:13 pm
[ 1 ] Spell your first name backwards ? ikkin
[ 2 ] The story behind your LJ name? i was obsessed with cotton candy as a young girl
[ 3 ] Are you a lesbian/gay? nope
[ 4 ] Where do you live? long island
[ 5 ] 5 words that sum you up ? crazy, outgoing, beachy, and i can't think of anything else


[ 1 ] Wallet? umm i don't have one
[ 2 ] Hairbrush? conair?
[ 3 ] Toothbrush? red and white
[ 4 ] Jewelry worn daily? diamond earrings, tiffanys necklace, the tiffanys bracelet Kay got me, tiffanys ring, and belly button ring.
[ 5 ] Pillow cover? palm trees and the ocean
[ 6 ] Blanket? palm trees and the ocean
[ 7 ] Coffee cup? i dont have my own coffee cup.. and i only drunk coffee at starbucks
[ 8 ] Sunglasses? big black and Gucci
[ 9 ] Underwear? abercrombie white and orange striped

[ 1 ] Shoes? i have a lot but i mainly just wear my many colors of flip flops
[ 2 ] Handbag? umm i have a lot but the ones i use the most... umm my coach hamptons bag my absolute favoriteeee (chrissss), my reversible roxy, my black and gray coach backpack, brown prada, and my 4 louie vuittons.. ah u gotta love bags
[ 3 ] Favorite shirt? all my shirts from abercrombie
[ 4 ] Cologne/Perfume? Givenchy Hot Couture
[ 5 ] CD in stereo right now? the Never Enders
[ 6 ] Tattoos? not at the moment but I definately want one
[ 7 ] Piercings? ears and bellybutton
[ 8 ] What you are wearing now? uhhh an oversized corona tee... and thats it
[ 9 ] Hair? messy bun right now.. usually straight or scrunched
[ 10 ] Makeup? au natural

WHO or WHAT (was/is/are)

[ 1 ] In my mouth? umm nothing at the moment
[ 2 ] In my head? the annoying sounds of Jesse and the hamster playing outside my room
[ 3 ] Wishing? i had a 6 pack
[ 4 ] After this? umm i dont know
[ 5 ] Talking to? Devin, Kay, and Ash
[ 6 ] Eating? nothing
[ 7 ] drinking? nothing
[ 8 ] If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what reason? id rather not answer this haaaah
[9] Person you wish you could see right now? devin
[ 1 ] Is next to you? my broken cell phone that i left out in the rain
[ 2 ] Some of your favorite movies: the breakfast club, sixteen candles, freaky friday, pretty in pink, ferris, my father the hero
[ 3 ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month? umm anniversery? SCHOOL STARTING! ohhh yess
[ 4 ]The last thing you ate? honey nut clusters

Name three bad habits you have:
1.) messiness
2.) procrastination
3.) not liking to try new things

Name four scents you love:
1.) kays room
2.) my perfume
3.) mai tai candles

Name four things you'd never wear: (normally anyways)
1.) those pant suit things
2.) pants that go up to your belly button
3.) snakeskin
4.) i dont know

Name four animals you like:
1.) puppppppies
2.) kittens
3.) monkies
4.) dolphins

Name four television shows you love:
1.) fabulous life of..
2.) growing up gotti
3.) best week ever
4.) i love the 80's

Name four bands/genres most people don't know you like:
1.) queen
2.) van halen
3.) ashlee simpson
4.) ac/dc

Name four drinks you regularly drink:
1.) water
2.) water
3.) water
4.) choc. milk

Name four random facts about yourself:
1.) i drink
2.) im 5'8
3.) i love the beach
4.) i live for parties

Name three random facts about your family:
1.) they are insane
2.) and annoying
3.) and annoying

Q. Who is your favourite Spice Girl? posh
Q. Favourite fast food? is subway considered a fast food?
Q. Favourite book? gossip girl
Q. Favourite Sports teams? ummmm the copiague eagles hahh
Q. Favourite song? too many
Q. What room is your computer in? i use the laptop in my room
Q. What is your shoe size? 8 or 9
Q. What will you be when you grow up? journalist... or a chiropractor
Q. What are you doing right now? this survey

x Name :: Nicole... Nikki
x Birthdate :: o3/11/88
x Sex :: female

x Label :: i dont think i have one... i dont think...

x Height:: 5'8''
x Hair color:: its originally light brown but now its black
x Eye color:: hazel
x Shoe size:: 8 or 9
x Siblings:: one little brother
x Bf/Gf :: Devin

What do you think of
x Smoking :: keeps me sane
x Sex :: yeass
x School :: i hate it blahhhh
x Life :: live it up
x Britney Spears :: shes awesome i wanted to see her in concert but she broke her knee or something
x America :: well i live here so its good
x Lord of the Rings :: didn't follow up on that
x Public Bathrooms :: are disgusting
x Hobos :: theyre.. well i don't know what that is lol
x Gays :: i love gay people theyre the nicest

Your School and Morning Life
x When you wake up, are you violent towards your alarm clock? yesss
x What is your most common breakfast food? i usually don't eat breakfast
x How long does it take you to tame your hair? i blowdry it at night then straighten it in the morning so about 20 minutes
x How do you get to school? the bus because Devin is too lazy to get a car so he can drive me to school even though he has his full liscence
x When does school start and end? uhh not sure i think 750-220 or something
x Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend that goes to your school? yes
x Oh yes, what grade are you in? 11th
x What are your electives? i dont think i have any.. is spanish an elective? i want to take phsychology
x What do you hate most about your school? the ghettoness

Your night life
x Bedtime? i dont have a bedtime.. and when i go to sleep its usually where ever i pass out in the early hours of morning
x Regardless of your bedtime, when do you fall asleep? 3 or 4
x Do you sneak out when your parents sleep? yea i do when im punished otherwise i don't need to sneak out.. im just like ok im going out and i come home whenever i want or i dont come home at all
x Do you sleep with any electronics on? cellphone computer sterio.. sometimes the tv if i fall asleep to it

Random Questions
x What song is in your head now? some weird music from Kill Bill when shes about to kill someone its like this short clip of something that sounds like it came from Charlies Angels
x Who is the sluttiest pop star? Christina Aguilera because she just reminds me so much of someone
x What are you thinking about? how nice the breeze in my room is right now
x Isn't Italian food great? ahhh yesss
x Have you ever run over an animal? i dont think so
x Are you a frequent constumer when it comes to Girl Scout cookies? nah
x What do you do? what kind of question is that.. what do you do? i dont know i do a lot of things
x Are you in love? yea im pretty sure
x Who was your first love? i dont like these questions
x If you got your mouth stuck in a tomatoe sauce bottle what would you do? well id most likely be at kays house cause i dont know what im doing there its like i use all common sense when it comes to cooking so id probably just get kay
x If you got handcuffed to a stranger what would you do? talk to him/her
x Whats the best prank youve done? ive done many but the best was probably when ive smoked with kay and steph and i told them i couldnt breathe and i started to hold my throat and stuff.. they started flipping out.. now i feel bad for doing that though
x Whats the best smell? everything about the beach.. and the inside of devins impala
x If you could see out of someones eyes for the day, whos would it be? Paris Hilton
x What was your first word? ?? ma ? im not sure that or dad

Have You Ever...
x Got In a Fight: of course
x Liked a Teacher: nahhh
x Laughed So Hard You Peed Your Pants: its kind of sad but i do that way too much
x Ever ate a tub of ice cream in one day? nopee...
x Ran Into a Glass Door: yeahhh in my greenroom
x Kicked The Wall and broke Every Toe in that Foot: never broke any toes but they just hurt.... a lot
x Been in Love: yeah i dont know
x Gone skinny dipping: yessss so much fun
x Had Sex: yeah
x Asked out someone: no
x Gotten hit by a car: no
x Ran into a parked car: yea when i took my dads car out when they werent home with Lauren and i ran into someone i used to go out with's van hahaha o man it really was an accident though
x Done any drugs? yes
x Tried to set a bug on fire with a magnifying glass? yeah hah
x Torn off a lightning bugs light and smeared it on your body? cant say ive done that
x Dreamed you could fly: yup
x Bungee jumped? no but i would
x Felt betrayed? yeah
x Had a close family member die? yea
x Stolen anything? yess
x Been on the radio or tv? yess
x Met anyone famous? yeah a few
x Dumped or been dumped by someone? yeah
x Been to Europe? yess Paris is amazing
x Been asked for an autograph? actually yea lol
x Been in a mosh pit? no but that would be cool
x Cried over someone of the opposite sex? yea...
x Been caught with your fly unzipped? of course
x Cheated on someone? ummmm
x Had your apendix and or nostrils removed? no
x Dated your best friend? well close friend... can't say "best"
x Dated your best friends ex? no
x Ripped up a picture? yes
x What time is it? 2:46 PM

current mood: calm

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Monday, August 16th, 2004
10:12 pm - the past couple of *daze*
*yeah so i finally have a journal and then i dont write in it.. typical. But to be honest, the other day I wrote this long journal entry about my wonderful day in fire island with Dev, Kay, and Kevin. It was nice.. I had details and everything but now I'm just too lazy to write it all over again because I'm stupid and it got deleted. Whaatttevverrrr... then the day after our little trip Kay and I tanned and had tropical drinks then smoked it was fun. I got my brother drunk, and his little girlfriend too. I'm horrible..
*Soo lets see... Friday i attended this awesome party on Parkside off Hawkins. It was just amazing so many things happened. First of all, I got drunk off my ass and somehow got a free cup for the 4 kegs, but I ended up giving it to Devin cause I had my waterbottle of Bacardi that I was just drinking the whole night. So I went there knowing I would run into my rivals (Grace and Kailey) but I didn't exactly mind because I'm so used to the usual "slut bitch whore.." then we end up punching one another in the face and pulling each others hair out.. but a miracle happened.. it turns out we were both so drunk and in the I LOVE EVERYONE mood that we actually got along and we were arm in arm the whole night... yes weirdness and the next day i actually found out that me, kailey and amanda triple kissed.. and later on in the night i made my way over to the shot table with kay and i had one shot of iceburg, and 2 shots of 151 and then i just felt life throwing up all over myself. Then i just remember talking to Frankie for what it seemed like an hour, then Devin putting me into Zanussi's truck and i got home shortly after that. My cousins came over the day after that, which also was the day of Gino's party which i really wanted to go to cause i love his parties so fucking much and i wanted to give him his collage of course.. but i couldn't go and i was so maddddddddd ugh
*yesterday was a stay in with Devin day.. and he almost killed me because he tickled me to death and i was on my floor in the corner begging for mercy cause i had to pee so bad.
*today Kay and I went to the mall to look at dresses for Jamie and Christine's sweet sixteens. And she got a hamster. Then we brought it to her house and after we set everything up and watched it in the cage for an hour she realized she didn't want it anymore. So now Snow White (the hamster) is in Jesse's room because thats his new pet compliments of me and kay=) now i have to go cause Devin is sitting here being very impatient waiting for me to finish this because he wanted to watch Kill Bill volume one and two.


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